Decided to take a moment and simply breathe …
Shit,
Everything I am right now, is everything I had no idea I would have been …
There’s things I don’t mind of course …
I am now a mother of a gorgeous 14 month old … And by far that has been the biggest blessing that has ever happen to me! ❤
But damn,
There’s a lot of things I wish I can change, that I wish I can, that I wish I just didn’t give a fuck about and just get over with it.
Sigh,
But if life has thought one thing is to be … Patient …
Learn to accept, that when things will happen they will && that they will be for their own purpose.
So I stop,
After a long day at work && school … I breathe,
Breathe in a new fresh ounce of air … Then exhale,
Exhale all the bullshit …
&& then, just as new … My soul is balanced ready for the task …
Coming home to be a Mommy && a BabyMomma ❤
ohhhhmyyygaahhhh!!
serio, i am a graduating senior at csudh … and boy, oh boy have I made my senior year the most challenging semester EVER!. -_-
i think that my brain hates me right now, my body is just so damn tired of me, my fingers && wrists are slowly finding their way to my neck && getting ready to strangle me. Not to mention my face, my eyes have sucked in my contacts, and my lips have dried up like cranberries. (yumm, cranberries!) My hair, well … it’s been a “hot mess” … whatever that means.
I am a public administration major with a concentration in administrative management. Butttttttt, because of the major cuts in education … my management classes where cut, and the ones that were available where only offered once a week, and just one section. Stuck with no choice, i took criminal justice classes as my elective.
here are my SEVEN classes:
information systems/technicians fundamentals
sociology of work
I have two criminal justice classes:
criminal law & justice administration (WHICH I LOVE)
legal foundation of justice administration ( the death of me )
now, if you are not a criminal justice major … get ready to embrace terminology that is so darn complicated and unnecessary
three public administration classes:
labor management relations in government (kill me now)
administrative planning ( omg, the strategic planning papers && their phases)
seminar public administration (love this class, my professor is the best)
On top of my academic life:
i work at one of the busiest offices on the university … it’s a love and hate relationship.
love life:
i just moved in with my boyfriend, two months ago && it’s going great … fixing up the love nest && it gets cuter day by day!!
lastly && the most IMPORTANT thing!!
i am a mother to a beautiful baby boy!! nathanielANTHONYhernandez
he is now going to be 14MONTHS!! ahh, time has pass by so fast, and i feel like he is getting so big. i hope one day he will be able to realize all the time i spent away, and why i wasn’t there. my degree is NOT only for me, it is for him. so that he too will want to pursue his higher education.
sacrifices are always worth the struggle, specially when the end result is more valuable then what was sacrificed to begin with.
i’m so tired, but i needed to tumbl <3
